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Dealing with the Aftermath of Trauma

Larry Beall, Ph.D.

Director, Trauma Awareness & Treatment Center

What is Trauma? No matter who you are or how much you try to avoid it, trauma happens to all of us and effects our lives. Why? Because trauma, much like change, is a part of life. Trauma can be a seemingly harmless event or a dramatic occurrence that shakes our foundation and changes the course of our lives, as frequently occurs if you live or serve in Iraq. Trauma is basically any event that causes us to feel helpless and terrified.

Trauma can be experienced in a physical or psychological way. Physical trauma is like an injury to the head or a broken bone: it effects your physical body. Psychological trauma is an injury to your thoughts and feelings: it effects your emotions. Regardless of the type of trauma, symptoms or signs of trauma are often felt by the trauma survivor.

Trauma can occur as a " primary trauma" or "secondary trauma." Primary trauma is when the event occurs to you personally. An example would be if you are attacked by someone or are in a car accident. Secondary trauma is when the harmful event occurs to someone you care about or to other individuals in general. Secondary trauma would be caused by seeing your sister harmed or by witnessing a terrible terrorist attack on a country. Both types cause you to feel trauma. Symptoms that you may have been experiencing (panic feelings, racing heart, nightmares during the night) are a result of feeling trauma. The important thing to remember is these symptoms are normal! You are having a normal response to an abnormal situation or experience.

If you find yourself remembering trauma you have experienced in your life, don’t be alarmed. It is normal to have memories of trauma. It may be helpful to write those events down and describe how they affected you. For example, you may have experienced your dog being hit by a car. You would then write, "I saw a car hit my dog." Then you would describe your feeling as you saw the event: maybe you felt shock or disbelief. Please allow yourself here to write some feelings about a traumatic event in your life:

Life’s experiments are great fun. This is but another one. Rudyard Kipling

What Are the Symptoms of Trauma?

A symptom is something you can see or feel that tells you something may not be quite right. It is the body’s way of signaling us that something needs to be taken care of. The following is a list of common trauma symptoms. Mark any that you are experiencing or have experienced.

___ Pictures of the bad thing that happened keep coming back to your mind

___ Nightmares or scarey dreams

___ Feeling like the bad thing that happened is happening again

___ Seeing things that remind you of the bad thing that happened and being affected by it.

___ Trying to avoid people, thoughts or situations that remind you of the bad thing that happened.

___ Losing interest or enjoyment in things you used to enjoy

___ Can’t remember important parts of the bad thing that happened

___ Feeling separate or not close to people you used to like being around

___ Can’t feel the feelings you used to have like happiness, love and affection

___ Feeling like it is hard to be still-agitation and restlessness

___ It is hard to think about one thing: your mind is all over the place

___ Trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep

___ Getting angry easily

___ Feeling jumpy or edgy

 

Why Am I Affected by Things That Don’t Seem to Bother Other People?

As a human being you have survival responses, just like wild animals who spend most of their time looking for something to eat or trying to avoid being eaten. They must be constantly alert to danger in order to survive. Humans are also compelled to survive in their own way.

Scientists have found that when someone is traumatized, chemicals in the brain stop working properly and cause increased sensitivity to their surroundings. This causes the individual to become hyper-reactive or hyper-sensitive. When people are in this state of hyper-arousal, they become very sensitive to various stressors, and their reactions are magnified. In fact, people who are survivors of trauma are generally hypersensitive to danger long after they have been traumatized.

 

You will not grow if you sit in a beautiful garden, but you will grow if you are sick,

if you are in pain, if you experience losses, and if you do not put your head in the

sand, but take the pain and learn to accept it, not as a curse or punishment but as a

gift to you with a very, very specific purpose.

Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

Triggers

Stressors and triggers make us feel the original trauma. These are a danger signal to the trauma survivor, to activate the body into a "fight or flight" reaction. The alarm sends messages through the body to activate survival systems. These systems include blood pressure, gastro-intestinal, skin, brain chemicals, memory, and emotions: just about our whole body! If there is no real danger, the arousal of these systems causes your body to become an enemy instead of a friend, and you literally "stew in your own juices," all wound up with no place to go.

Triggers can be noises, smells or seeing a situation which reminds us of the harmful event. Triggering activates the emotional feeling or response we experienced in the original traumatic experience(s). Our minds are able to connect this similar situation to the past memory which causes the present feeling. Here is list of common "triggers:"

 

_____loud noises—yelling or cars backfiring

_____discussion about something bad that happened to someone

_____feeling physically vulnerable—such as when changing clothes in a public place

_____certain music, types of dancing, specific works of art

_____certain smells or textures

_____sexual contact

_____certain times of the day

_____certain physical characteristics—long hair, beards, old age, bald head, etc.

_____certain activities—bathing, visiting a doctor, driving

_____exposure to weapons—knives, guns, clubs

_____certain movies

_____pressure to perform in a certain way

_____certain anniversaries-birthday, accident, rape, death

_____sights, sounds, feelings

 

When your brain is "triggered" it also stops working as an information processing instrument. Instead, the messages it sends make no sense to the rest of the body. Your thinking becomes cloudy and numb, you are easily distracted, and lose time because of daydreaming. . When the trauma is severe enough, many people find they are unable to concentrate or remember what they are doing.

A single event can awaken within us a stranger totally unknown to us and possibilities only dimly imagined.

Psychological Disorders

Traumatized people often experience psychological disorders (disorders affecting the mind.) Read through the following list of disorders that traumatized people often experience. Mark the ones that have caused you trouble in the past or trouble you now:

_____Rage is commonly associated with trauma. Rage is excessive anger resulting from repressed psychological pain and is a survival response. This is generated by the limbic system in the brain.

_____Excessive Aggression can often be an expression of powerful feelings like rage that cannot be expressed in any other way. Aggression is dangerous if it gets out of control. If this is one of your symptoms, you need to seek treatment right away.

_____Impulsivity is the tendency to act without thinking. It is also a common symptom of trauma because of the powerful impulses and feelings.

_____Inability to Focus Attention and/or Poor Concentration is due to the distracting thoughts and feelings associated with the trauma. It is very difficult to concentrate and stay on task when unpleasant thoughts continue to invade your mind or when your feelings are on a roller coaster.

_____Behavioral Problems like breaking the law, risky activities, drug use, and sexual indiscretions are common in trauma survivors. These problems are often associated with strong feelings like rage, aggression, being impulsive, and inability to concentrate.

_____Anxiety and Agitation are common symptoms in trauma survivors. Trauma generates anxiety. The symptoms of anxiety, which include restlessness, worries, sleeplessness, panic, fears, obsessiveness, and extreme caution are frequently part of the trauma symptoms reported.

_____Depression is almost always associated with trauma. There are several reasons for this, but mainly it is due to the chemical changes trauma causes in the brain and the reduction of Serotonin levels. Trauma survivors also have a tendency to turn anger inward and blame themselves for the trauma rather than placing the responsibility where it should be (on the perpetrator of their trauma or circumstances beyond their control.)

_____Numbing is the "shutting down" of the mental and emotional system. It is an unconscious way the mind protects you from being overwhelmed with the trauma.

_____Panic Attacks & Avoidance Behaviors are triggered by anything that reminds you of the trauma. This is the reason that panic attacks can occur unpredictably without any association with the trauma. When the panic attacks begin, avoidance of people and places once enjoyed soon follows.

_____Distrust & Paranoia towards people often develops with trauma. This is especially true if the trauma experienced involved sexual abuse in childhood or intentional injuries inflicted by others. Basic beliefs about what people are supposed to be can be shattered, causing suspicion of even well-meaning people.

_____Flashbacks & Re-experiencing Symptoms are a frequent part of post-trauma problems. The human brain stores the trauma experience in great detail and produces it, usually without warning. Researchers believe this is the brains way of trying to get rid of the unwanted experience.

_____Obsessive-Compulsive Tendencies are associated with trauma due to the anxiety. Trauma creates a sense of loss of control and one way to regain it is to increase strictness of schedules, rules and orderliness. Thoughts and behaviors can be repeated endlessly in an attempt to control what feels out of control.

_____Somatic Complaints involve bodily pains and discomforts, such as headaches, gastro-intestinal problems (stomach aches, heartburn, diarrhea or constipation), body aches, fatigue and heart palpitations. The strain on your body from traumatic stress also weakens your immune system, making you more vulnerable to sickness and disease.

_____Eating Disorders are often traced to traumatic experiences. Anorexia Nervosa and Bulimia generally begin in the attempt to avoid feeling overwhelmed by the sense of terror experienced in the trauma. It is the attempt to gain personal control.

_____Sleep Disturbances are common with trauma. One reason is the mind attempts to work through the trauma in your dreams which come out as nightmares. Also, trauma generates anxiety which has symptoms that can keep you awake. Poor sleep worsens most of your other symptoms and lowers your performance.

_____Self-Esteem is affected by trauma. You are not yourself, and negative thinking about yourself can grow leaving you less able to do what you were once able to do.

 

Difficulties can stimulate us to our greatest achievements.

 

A wounded deer leaps the highest. --Emily Dickenson

 

How Do I Recover From Trauma?

There are three basic stages in recovering from trauma.

The first stage is SAFETY. It is very important to maintain safety throughout the healing and recovery process. This includes being away from any new sources of trauma. For example, if you have been in a relationship that is dangerous, safety means you stay away from the people that could hurt you. If you have a parent that is very controlling, it means you either communicate assertively with that parent or stay away from him/her completely.

Your thoughts and feelings must be kept safe also. That means it is extremely important to manage your thoughts so they don’t get out of control. It is also important to do things that keep your "strong and out-of-control" feelings from overwhelming you. Safety in your life is a skill that must be learned.

The second stage is TRAUMA RESOLUTION. Trauma resolution takes place when you remove the emotional pain from your trauma memory. You can tell when this is happening because you feel less sensitive to what used to trigger the trauma memory, such as sights, sounds and smells, even thinking about the traumatic experience.

The key to trauma resolution is not just to resolve the trauma, but to help you become more resilient to it. Resilience is the ability to bounce back, move on with life, and improve the quality of your life in spite of adversity or trauma. For example, it may be tempting to avoid others during a difficult time. You build resilience if you join a group or become involved in the lives of others even though your natural feelings are to stay away.

Things to Remember While Overcoming and Healing From Traumatic Events

The same strength required to survive a traumatic event can be used to overcome it’s effects. "Discovering Personal Strengths," a handout with Chapter 3 can help you rediscover the strengths you have had in the past—to get you through difficult times.

The attitude you take can give meaning to your suffering and give you power. Life problems and suffering can help you find the answers to one of life’s most important questions—"What is life asking of me right now?" Our suffering and difficulties are often better understood when we  compare them to the suffering and difficulties of others. This is one of the important benefits of doing group work.

Healing from a traumatic event involves putting together the four functions of sensing, behaving, feeling and thinking. (Healing tends to unfold in that order. See the third stage on Reconnecting.)

You are made up of the parts of your personality. These parts can bring strengths and resources that help you release your pain, make progress, heal relationships, and accomplish things. You can learn to access these parts with your therapist.

Connection to others helps you heal and find meaning. Learning to share your thoughts and feelings is healing and develops close relationships.

To find and restore meaning to your life, turn to your inner self and God. Meditation, prayer, scripture study, inspired thoughts, paying attention to dreams and early morning insights can help you do this. Your sense of self becomes bigger than the trauma.

Writing or keeping a journal is very valuable for healing because writing helps get the inside to the outside where it needs to be to start healing. To actually write with a pen or pencil is more healing than typing. What to write about? Whatever comes, let it come. Don’t force it. Set aside some time everyday, at least ten minutes to write. Then think about what you write and discover what meaning it has. Your healing will be underway.

The goal of trauma resolution is to make the trauma experience part of the your life without letting it control the rest of your life.

3   RE-CONNECTING is the third stage. It means you have resolved the trauma well enough to re-connect to yourself and others. When the trauma is resolved and you can think and feel again, you are able to relate to your world in a whole new way that is both rewarding and exciting.

There are four main parts of our being a person that must work together if they are to work well. These are sensing, feeling, thinking, and doing(behavior).

Sensing  You have five senses so that you can learn things and enjoy your life. Often, feeling trauma gets in the way of our senses so they stop doing what they were designed to do. Symptoms of trauma often cut off messages from your senses. Reconnecting with your pleasurable senses is a great way to heal.

Touch - One of my favorite experiences is getting close to animals. I love to put my arms around the neck of my big golden retriever "Bounder" and soak in his love and acceptance.

I remember a woman who was struggling to overcome the effects of a traumatic childhood. I asked her how as a child she was able to cope with the pain. She replied that she had a dog that helped her. I asked her if she had a dog now, she said no and explained that she lived in an apartment and couldn’t have a dog. I suggested that a dog helped her get through a painful childhood, and it just might be a dog that could help her overcome the effects of that childhood. Within a few weeks, she had moved to a home where she could have a dog. She got her dog and found that her healing process began to increase by leaps and bounds!

Smell - Did you know the one sense that goes straight to your brain and brings very strong feelings is your sense of smell? Wonderful smells bring back special times in our lives. Have you ever smelled something and almost instantly it brought back a memory? Many smells help you calm down and sooth your tension. Try to find smells that bring back pleasurable feelings. List smells you have discovered that help you feel better.  _______________________________________________ 

 Taste - Many of us connect the taste of certain foods with a beautiful memory. Grandma’s cobbler, the neighbor lady’s cookies, mom’s cooked breakfast.....whatever it is for you, these memory foods can bring moments of well-being back to mind and help you reconnect with your personal happy times.

Sight - Another great way to heal is with Nature. Even if you live in the city there are parks close by where you can go to heal in nature. Birds pecking at the bread crumbs you leave on your window sill, sunrises and sunsets to watch, photographs or pictures of things you discover.....write about the things you see in nature to give you a lift. Is there anything that you could look at that would increase your sense of pleasure in just seeing it?

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Hearing - Sounds can be connected to good or bad memories, so seek out the good. This may be hearing your favorite song or the song of a bird, or even the rustle of leaves moving in the breeze. Don’t forget the simple sounds. There is something about the sound of water, the ocean waves, or a gurgling stream that is healing. Listening to music is one way to let your sense of hearing help you deal with trauma. Be careful to stay away from heavy metal and rap music. There is actually scientific evidence that these types of music are harmful. Of course, there is music that lifts and encourages in most styles of music. Find what works for you. Music can synchronize with the mind and create inner harmony and peace

Feeling  Trauma tends to dull and numb our feelings as it does our senses, so what can we do about it?

One of the most important ways to deal with your feelings is to talk about them. Often when we have trauma we are afraid to let our feelings out because we can’t be sure what feelings may surface, so we stuff our feelings and become quiet. We don’t want to talk. That is the opposite of what we should do. Here is a simple way to share your feelings: I feel (put the feeling here) because (this is happening or when this happened).

Let’s try it:

Your best friend was hurt in a car accident and won’t be available for a long time.

I feel ____________________________ because _______________________________

Your favorite shirt or blouse gets stained with grease and can’t be cleaned.

I feel ____________________________ because ________________________________

You get in an argument with your mother.

I feel ___________________________ because __________________________________

You witness a horrible car accident where some people are badly hurt.

I feel ___________________________ because ____________________________________

Each of us needs someone close to share our lives with. The trauma that happened to you may have also happened to other members of your family, or to a friend. If this is the case, it may be a good time to get closer to help each other heal.

Another important part of our feelings is how we feel about God. Sometimes when really bad things happen to us or to those we love, we blame God. It is hard to understand how God can love us and still not stop horrible tragedies from happening to us.

While I don’t think I have the complete answer, I have made a discovery of my own. When I am hurting the most or I’m dealing with difficult times, my heart is often at a kind of crossroads. I can become frustrated, stuck, and angry OR I can try to be more patient and find the place inside where I am more sensitive. When I do, I am more likely to feel those things that can connect me with God. And when I feel more of this connection, I find a way to continue trying. Look for examples of God’s love in your life and try to feel it even if you don’t understand why God didn’t stop this tragedy from happening. Some problems just take longer to solve.

Thinking  There is a very good way to use your "thinker" to overcome Feeling Trauma. It is Think to Thank —think of all of the things that you are grateful for and then give thanks. Try this for one month. Keep a journal in which you write down what you think about or notice each day that you appreciate or enjoy, or that you feel thankful for. There are so many things in each of our lives to be grateful for. We just need to notice, pause, and enjoy them. For example, notice the pleasure you receive from taking a deep, cleansing breath. Now that you’ve noticed, express how grateful you are for the air you breathe.

Reading good books can be a wonderful way to help get your mind into a place that is more safe and less sad. Some of my favorites are the Chris Van Allsburg children’s books, the four "Frog and Toad" books by Arnold Lobel, and Max Lucado’s "You Are Special." They are simple and fun and can be quite thought provoking. I enjoy the art in the pictures, and the colors are bright and cheerful. The adventures are fun and sometimes silly. Consider going to the library and discover books that you would enjoy.

Doing (Behavior)  When our sensing, feeling and thinking are not working well, it affects how we do things. We may not enjoy doing what we once did. We may feel so sad that we have trouble getting up and moving. We may even be confused in our thinking, not able to decide what to do. The answer is to stay active and do things even if you don’t feel like it, or even wonder if you can.

When we experience feeling trauma there are chemicals that build up in our bodies. By the same process, when you are doing things, good chemicals are put into your body that make you feel better, even as undesirable chemicals are burned away. So stay active! What are (or used to be) some of your favorite activities?

What’s important is finding out what works for you.

There is one thing you can do that will make more of a difference to you than just about anything else — EXERCISE. There are many things that exercise will do for you (See enclosed handout Over 100 Ways Exercise will Enrich the Quality of Your Life).

1) Exercise gets rid of those chemicals and toxins that gather in your body during stress and trauma. If these chemicals and toxins aren’t removed, they can lead to physical or emotional breakdown.

2) Exercise releases positive chemicals like endorphins in your brain that help you relax and have a greater sense of well-being.

3) Exercise helps you sleep more deeply and in a way that better restores you, plus many more benefits.

At the Trauma Awareness & Treatment Center we have great respect for survivors of trauma. We also have great respect for the process of healing that you will experience. We have come to recognize that healing is a very personal process, that it isn’t the same for any two people. Because of that, we are open to many different approaches and methods that could work for you. Healing from trauma often seems to involve a miracle in some way, and we appreciate the privilege to be part of your miracle of healing.

 

Goal for Chapter 7 "When There’s Been Trauma: Regaining Control"

What are some principles you can start using immediately to overcome the effects of your trauma and speed up your healing?

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Be of good cheer. Do not think of today’s failures,

but of the success that may come tomorrow.

You have set yourselves a difficult task,

but you will succeed if you persevere; and you will find a joy in overcoming obstacles.

Remember, no effort that we make to attain something beautiful is ever lost.

—Helen Keller

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